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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist kyotokittygirlmeowFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Happness is a LIE! u only want to believe its not!

Fri Jul 17, 2009, 12:09 AM
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Ok so I wonder if there's not a law that say's I'm not able to be happy.Because everything that had ever made me smile is turning on me.First my kitty is gone..,then I find out I didn't get stright A's because one teacher had to give me a fricken B,then my parents decided to fight again, and last but not least my guy friend who' liked me for almost a year said that he'll only date me if I change how I dress.He wont take me cause Im punk.And he was saying stuff that made me cry.

I have NOTHING,NOTHING at all anymore...Im lost im hurt,im alone.I just wanna die!!! Im so tried of living if it means every day something bad happens to me.SO I thought about it and learned Happness doesn't really exists,you only make your self think that.It's all in the mind.Life is the only thing real.But people make emotions to help you try and think differently.But I know the truth.So im done..Im tried of trying even to pretend im happy.I hate life,and it hate's me...Thats all!

So you win,teacher,parents,boy,life, ect. Im just done..
Smile's are only cover up.

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AAAAHAHHHHHHHH!!!!! I WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSS!!!!!! . . . *thinks* . . . AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

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Have u been drinking..? Cuz I thought it was just me X3 lulz *hic*

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are you gonna do anything with your club??

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Yes I am.Im just tried and lazy ok.Its hard to run a club all by urself...

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ok ok no need to get pissy about it..and don't you have that other chihck helping you out??

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No she bailed...

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crap head!

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i'm not a challenge. i'm a deathwish.
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